September 4, 2008 at 1:06 am (Uncategorized) (, , )

Something happened.  At work.  I’m not going to go into great and specific details, but it involved blogging.  And sitting in the boss’s office.  I’m sure you can get the hint.  Anyways, it scared me.  Infact, I had resigned myself to never blogging again.  But, as time wore on, I think I’m OK with it again.  I just hope no co-workers stumble on this site.  And not because I’m going to talk trash, but because I think it’s for the best.  Anyways, I think, for the most part, excluding some paranoia, I’m OK.

On August 15th, I went and “tried out” for my first clinical trial.  And I failed!  Well, I failed for the one I went for.  Instead, they signed me up for an anxiety study.  I originally went for a Fibromyalgia study, but they think I’m too young to have that, so they decided I have severe anxiety issues.  I’m not denying this, but I don’t think it causes all of my issues (ha, yes I am crazy!).  I’m willing to go along with it though.  I actually started the trial medicine this past Saturday, and so far, I’ve gotten sick!  It’s a cold/allergies, but it’s just kind of funny when you stop and think about it.  I don’t feel any different yet, but sometimes these things take time.  Of course I could have a placebo too, which would explain things.  Anyways, this is a totally new thing for me.  Everyone is nice, which is good, but it’s still something very different.

Off the top of my head, I can’t think of much that has changed recently.  Just busy working away.  Work is full of drama, but I think that is typical of any place.  Mine just tends to have more, possibly because there are tons of females.  At least, for the most part, no one truly hates anyone.  I think the nature of the business also plays a major role in it.  It’s a very stressful and hectic field, and I think we all need a release.

So anywho, this is my first update in weeks, I do apologize for that.  When I thought back to the last post I had done, I was a bit embarrassed, but I just couldn’t bring myself to even come to the wordpress website, let alone type a new entry.  However, I think I’ve managed to push through, so hopefully you will be seeing a lot more of me :).  Happy Humpday folks!


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